i tried to talk to some people tonight. i asked them, "have yall ever pondered life?" and they laughed at me, thinking i was joking around. but i was completely serious. have you? life is this vast thing, that NO ONE has a grip on.
there are sooooooo many variables to it. this could happen and as a result, THIS could happen, or something else. its perplexing. people talk about soul mates, but that's just fuckin improbable. there are BILLIONS of people on this rotating beach ball, and there just happens to be that ONEEEE person, you are destined to be with? i don't understand that one bit.
maybe that's what it is, its not that its complex, it's just the fact that i don't understand so many things that happen.
think about yourself, as a human being, now think about looking down at one person from an airplane that's 37,000 feet in the air. Now, imagine looking at that plane from a spaceship, what about looking at that spaceship from a galaxy far, far, away. we are a mere speck of dust in this universe. when i get to thinking about all of this, i freak out. its almost incomprehensible. i just confused myself from all of the confusion in this life.just something that has been on my chest all night. this all came from me laying down, looking up at the moon. it looked like it was giving me the peace sign. hah, how nuts.
