hopefully, i'm serious this time.

i always have these "DEVINE REVELATIONS" early in the morning, plan to change my ways, and when i get up the next morning, i forget all about them.

hopefully, i really am serious about it this time. i just feel like i'm spiraling into this person, so familiar, but who i don't want to be. grr. i'm seriously going to attempt, as one part of the change, to stop drinking soda, TOTALLY! i tried it before, and realized without thinking, i went to order some food, and instinctively got soda. it shouldn't be like that. and my mind was like, well, it would be a shame to waste that! how terrible. i really hope that it goes well. and support is always welcome. shit, it's hard to do things without support. loves yall very much, especially if you read my blogs. sorry it's been a while since i last posted, been SOMEWHAT busy. drop love lines onto my phone, and i will kiss your face like an italian man. 843.819.4383