hurting.

this day was ultra-challenging.

i put my heart into something, just for it to be stepped on again!
why try?
i care and when i care, i care HARD! i can't help it.
the weight of the world is on me, i feel like the greek god Atlas.
my shoulders can only bare the weight of so much!
this day, i can only go forward and up from here.

this showed me who my friends were, ALWAYS willing to share a laugh with me.
the reality has just sunk, some of my friends are leaving soon,
no matter how much we hate each other some times, we are friends.
my life isn't over, no, far from it.
IT'S JUST BEGINNING!